Going Down lyrics

I¡¯ve been hiding in my bedroom
And my head's twisting 'round
Under starry skies I¡¯m sleeping
I¡¯m going up, I¡¯m going down

I¡¯ve been manic on the phone again
Understand it's not my mouth
A neverending guessing game again
This cursed thought is going south
I¡¯m going up, I¡¯m going down

Crying lonely, laugh out loud
Trying mostly
Won¡¯t you show me, show me how
If you could only

You can say I¡¯m only dreaming
But it's all that I can see
You can pray to hollow idols
But I carry them with me

Crying lonely, laugh out loud
Trying mostly
Won¡¯t you show me, show me now
If you could only