Misunderstood lyrics

How many time do I have to say,
I didn't mean the things I said,
I'm sorry for the way that I was messing with your head.
I always seemed to put you down,
But I didn't understand,
I needed time to find my mind,
and learn to be a man.
Can't you see that I am trying,
Can't you see that I was......
Misunderstood,
If only I could,
Make you believes that I'm the one,
I told you before,
But chose to ignore,
So I'm telling you now I'm gonna prove my love to you.
How many reasons did I give when I let you down,
Ones too many,
But not enough to keep my feet on the ground
I know I'm not the thinking kind,
And words don't come easy,
But I've sat right down and thought it through,
And now it's clear to me.
Can't you see that I am crying.
Can't you see that I......