Disconnected lyrics

Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping
I've got a dry, kind of thirst when drenched
On sunny days all I can see is a shadow
and I'm not above being under
And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty
and I always hide when it's my turn to seek
My only belief is not to have faith in believing
before I begin I'm over (disconnected)

(chorus)
Broken off again
and I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself (disconnected)
Numb in pain again
I always back-track forward
Cos all in all
I'm disconnected

Quietly loud while I'm noisily silent
Keep holding my breath while I'm trying to breathe
Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids
I only win when I'm losing

(chorus)
Broken off again
and I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself (disconnected)
Numb in pain again
I always back-track forward
Cos all in all
I'm disconnected

I just wanna live my life sedated
Cos I love driving myself away
Despite you know they say "Don't give a damn"
I can't comprehend what I understand
Disconnected

(chorus)
Broken off again
and I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself (disconnected)
Numb in pain again
I always back-track forward
Cos all in all
I'm disconnected

(chorus)
Broken off again
and I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself (disconnected)
Numb in pain again
I always back-track forward
Cos all in all
I'm disconnected