Lonely Life lyrics

why dont u feel the way I want u t0
I always thought that u would be so tru
now everytime I look into your eyes
me minus u is such a lonely life

(1st verse)
do u miss me like I miss u
remember I promised u the world
foreva your man foreva my girl
now mama always told me
there be days like this
when I would reminse on them games I used to play
so I got what was giving she left me
my only reason for living
a year ago I was floating on a day dream
today im just a love feind stuck on blackstreet
sick for a fix your candy coated lipstick
bubble gum kisses that were blown in the wind
and never end
do u remember that I gave u love and my reality
me n u agianst the world all odds agianst us
shame we started playin silly little mind games
and filled hugs and kisses reach for a broken truth
and all I have to say to u is simply this u lied to me baby
whyd u have to lie to me

(chorus)

im sittin in the dark thinkin how much i loved u
como te quiero what I wouldnt do 4 u
and memories of those days
habrasos y besos huggs n kisses
many people never meet that 1
and if u leave ill be another 1
otra persona dying inside
having no pride please tell me why
in the middle of the night
taking all my dreams todos mis suenos
everything I need
so watch a grown man cry
cuz this is what it sounds like when a soul dies
I dedicate this song to u uh uh I dedicate my life to u
cuz theres in this world that I need more
than to be by your side foreva more

(chorus)

how can I live with myself
sometimes I wonda reachin out
was my love not good enough its so rough to figure out
doubts of arguments regrets so deep agian
in between then agian it ended not to begin
why girl nuthin for what I was
the envy of a youngster loving everything but doing you wrong
so many nights of making love
thanking my lord above for your passonite touch
passionte such but to much was more to deal with
I took your love for granted and didnt feel it
but still its all myne for messing up
sometimes its kinda hard to keep a line of solid trust
and quiet lust I know its not enough to be in the purpose of being in it for us
girl so as they say we play to get played
and deal with it day to day
but im sorry

(chorus)