Fade to Black lyrics

and it feels like a movie ¡¯cause i¡¯ve done something heavy now i¡¯m all alone and you know i like it well i wish i was older i could hold my liquor then i ¡¯d blow your cover instead of my own ¡¯cause there¡¯s nothing i can do to prove that i still love you and i think i hear my friends through the walls i¡¯m gonna fade to black i think i¡¯m gonna fade to black i swear to god i¡¯d take it back but it¡¯s just no use what¡¯s done is done i can¡¯t blame anyone but me everybody¡¯s out there without me they¡¯re not even talking about me flying out of the city and they don¡¯t even miss me four days in the haze of the biggest mistake i¡¯ve ever made and now i¡¯ve got to get out of this place ¡¯cause everybody knows even the ones who don¡¯t