Explain Away lyrics

I cannot understand
I cannot fit
Found reality
The visions of past, love

These are very sad visions
I try to imagine
Possibility of such absurd
Deformation

I reflect if observe of face
Practically its shapes
Could be so absorbing

Fitting to those circumstances
It sounds like soundtrack
From the great movie

Very cruel, gloomy
Why cannot I forget
About visions of past and desires?