Judas Kiss lyrics

It's been dark for hours now but still here I stand
At the bottom of a grey wide river
Somewhere, nowhere, neverland
And I just saw a brave new world for the first time I was born
The young god is bleeding colours while he's waiting for the dawn

Go see the river runs wild again
So wild now the damage is done
Please take me to the riverside
Someone, no one, anyone
And I just live in memories, I'm the burden in your eyes
It's the freedom that still brings you down but eventually it dies...

Don't want you to follow me whenever I may follow on
'Cause I will wear my golden wings and I'll crash into the sun

Someone has been here before, took my heart and walked away
So I can't feel I'm growing cold
Sometime, someday, anyday
I've done time in isolation, silence is a king to me
And in this kingdom only strangers remind me how I used to be

Don't want you to follow me whenever I may follow on
'Cause I will wear my golden wings and I...

I saw the sun burn...
I saw the tide turn...
I saw the whole world speechless, odd to me
Like numbness wrapped it's arms around me
Talking to myself I see how words will always disagree with me
Or was it me...?